Random Thoughts From My Heart

Today I am sharing some random thoughts from my heart. I strive to live every day of my life as an adventure and to approach every event in my life as a spiritual journey of learning and growing my relationship and trust in the Lord. This statement is absolutely easier to say than to do!  My heart says I should believe in myself because God does.  We should ask God what he wants us to do as well as ask Him to show us our gifts. We must focus on listening to God’s voice and use the knowledge He reveals to our hearts to create a life that will bring peace and comfort in every circumstance that we might face today and in the future. To experience happiness and fulfillment we must constantly develop our relationship with the Father and sincerely seek His desires for our life. God is confident in me and what I can accomplish for Him and overcome through Him, so I should be confident in myself as I wait for prayers to be answered and direction to be given. If only I could trust God with everything! Trust in His way and not my own. Trust in His plan for each new day and situation. Again, these words are much easier to say than to live. Thankfully, my heart reminds me almost every day that I owe it to Jesus to be excited about whatever phase of life I am in and energized about becoming the person God created me to be.  I wake up every morning and thank God for everything that is good in my life and in the lives of those I love, and then my prayers turn toward seeking His guidance and ability to accept the countless things I don’t understand!  Then a soft sweet loving voice whispers to my heart, remember the power in choosing me and the joy that will overflow in your heart as you begin to become a true servant for Jesus. I think, believe, feel and trust but most of all I want to respond to Him based on His word and spirit. 

Be still, and know that I am God.  Psalm 46:10

A woman of grace, love and service!

This post is in honor of Mrs. Margaret Lott.  Mrs. Lott went home to be with Jesus last week and she will be greatly missed in our lives.  As I sat down to write these words of remembrance it seems that my mind is just flooded with so many wonderful memories and loving thoughts of such a special person that the words are not coming together as easily as I had hoped.  I first met Mrs. Lott when I was in the fifth grade and had just moved to Sibley. I had been to Sunday school at other churches, but it was while in Mrs. Lott’s class that I began to understand the full message of love and how His grace could prevail over anything in my life.  I treasure how she taught me about Jesus, how she shared the stories of hope and how she gave so much affection and attention to me as well as every child around her. Those moments and memories touched my heart then and each day of my life since.  I will never forget how she loved me as well as others as if we were her own children and continued to keep in touch and be concerned about our lives.   Mrs. Lott hired me for my first real job as a teller at her branch.  It was because of Mrs. Lott that I had the confidence in myself to learn and grow in a career that changed my life forever.  I remember so many conversations that we had and the words of wisdom that I continue to keep close to my heart for they have carried me through many experiences in my life.  Her laughter was healing and her love unconditional, but most of all I am thankful that God placed such a special woman in my life.  Thankfully, I have stayed in touch with Mrs. Lott through the years, not as close as I would have chosen since I live in another state, but I do get an update and loving thoughts written from her heart in my Christmas card each year!   Mrs. Lott was a beautiful person inside and out!  She touched the lives and hearts of many! She will be greatly missed here on earth but I know she is rejoicing in the arms of her Father!

There is a song by Ray Boltz that I cannot hear without thinking about Mrs. Lott. It’s called "Thank You." Below are a few of the verses that I would like to share.

And he said, "Friend you may not know me now."
And then he said, "But wait,
You used to teach my Sunday School
When I was only eight.
And every week you would say a prayer
Before the class would start.
And one day when you said that prayer,
I asked Jesus in my heart."

Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am so glad you gave.

One by one they came
Far as the eye could see.
Each life somehow touched
By your generosity.
Little things that you had done,
Sacrifices made,
Unnoticed on the earth
In heaven, now proclaimed.

And I know up in heaven
You're not supposed to cry
But I am almost sure
There were tears in your eyes.
As Jesus took your hand
And you stood before the Lord.
He said, "My child, look around you.
Great is your reward."

It's Spring!

 

Today has been a beautiful spring day!  Gerber Daisy's in the fresh new flower beds, the Blue Bonnets blooming in the open fields and a fragrant-scented breeze flowing through the air. It's God's own work of art!  What a blessing and a gift He has given us. Spring also brings back memories of childhood, of special days and of special people who have touched our lives. Each spring as the flowers begin to bloom, I am reminded of my sweet grandmother and how she loved Hyacinths. Every year she planted them near her front door. I will never forget that scent as long as I live and I am hopeful that my grandmother and I will someday walk together in heaven and share that wonderful fragrance again. Spring brings new growth and I believe our creator intended us to have new growth as well. God whispers to us the desires of His heart!  A precious gift of spring is another opportunity for us to look for ways to grow closer to Him. To bloom, become fresh, and flourish in a new way. Continuing our old paths can weigh us down. Each day is "new life" if only we can seize the opportunity and give God a chance to nurture and cultivate what He has already given us but with an open mind and a fresh new spirit. Allow Him to change what needs to be changed and to grow what He has already planted in our lives. The truth of a "Big Amazing God" is that he can "transform" and "grow" us in ways we could never imagine!

I'm a Blogger!

There are many things in this life I've dreamed of doing but blogging was never on my bucket list!  So today, I will write my first official blog and I am hoping that the thoughts and experiences that I share from my heart will somehow touch those who might someday read them. I am still learning and growing every day but striving to keep my promise to God to place no hope in my own strength, nor in my works, but all my hope in Him! My Father has given me a big job to do and instead of trusting in Him I try to do it myself. Sometimes I am overwhelmed by the greatness of it all. Help me Lord to place all my trust in you with everything in my life. As the storm clouds gather and the waves begin to churn, I will be calm and allow my soul to be replenished as I wait on you. Our God is a God of wonder but also a God of hope!

Hope

HOPE is "waiting for" with eager expectations!  I pray that I will always have HOPE and that I will be excited and eager, expecting the "extraordinary" in every situation!